I am here, it's okay.

I write this smiling, full of compassion, or at least trying... Because I find in my head, so much explaining, to the unknown masses, the reasons for all of my life's decisions! For all of my short-comings or instead, ways I am. I am constantly apologizing, or not, but that is the underlying current, the reason for the explaining. And I want to stop apologizing. But first, let me apologize. One last time. I am sorry for being so slow to answer my calling, to commit completely to my relationship to myself, and the one other big relationship in my life. I am here. It's okay. I am now completely committed to both relationships. And will act accordingly in action. I am curbing my distractions away from my calling. I am centering in on my calling. Call to action. Whatever it takes. Trusting the timing of life, forgiving myself for my lacking... I know... for my not-knowing. What I put into it, I will get out of it... trusting that. The universe will respond according to the time and energy I put in... I can do this. I am and have been doing this. And I am stepping in further, deeper, gladly, willingly and stating it here. Please, make sure I do this. Giving time and energy and money as needed toward supporting myself in answering my call to sing, create and share with others in any and all forms that I can. Freedom on stage, full body singing, full emotions released, this is magic. The medicine I want to offer, while open to any other callings that present themselves as I go, not to be too narrowly focused, just moving forward and... Get to work! (play!:) Love, Sarah